commutative

i am
a little bit
too much

same same but different

you loved me
because i showed you a different way of living
you hated me
for the same reason

difference

you think i always get the best part
is just that i don't complain that much

i'm the question
to your answer

acknowledgement

you will never know
how much i wanted you to know
how much i wanted you

what to do
with all this humanity
i am made of
that doesn't seem to fit
at all

winter

freezing puddles
hostage reflections

chill

i breath frozen air
my chest filled with ice

i don't feel anything

psychopath

you are walking away
your footprints all over me

scar(e)

such an old wound
how come it's still bleeding

jelousy

you don't like me
'cause i have the life
that you don't dare

gifted

i wanted to give you something
yet nothing i have
i'm no more
than a contradictive bunch
of thoughts blood feelings flesh

oh no, wait
i'm not even that
then maybe i do have something for you
you are already that

jump

from the highest cliff of the ego
in free fall
to the deepest abyss
you may not fall
but fly

dive
from the stone of your mind
to the ocean of the Self
you will not drown

swim.
soak in.
go deep
into yourself.

murder of no one

for mathias
you have killed yourself
(some of us
just get what we deserve)
now you are dead
and more alive than ever

i'm the one and only witness
of this murder
i will help you
to get rid of the corpse

you are welcome

blend

i'm swimming
in an infinite ocean
of happiness and sadness
so blended
that they might just be
the same thing

label

track to the root
this tendency
this urge
to label perceptions

release the trap of words
undress from language

logic

i'm just too good to be truth
therefore, i don't exist

distance

we are far
but some days you seem further
than the kilometers between us

mourning

subtle sand
dancing gently in the air
layer over layer
almost innocently
burying
our time together

if i find a place
to drop my anchor

.......... will i cut the chain?